Sunday, February 13, 2011

Mr. Liss, Supervisor Observation

February 11, 2011

He came. He observed. Raindrops,origami peace cranes,... & candy. Argh!

My mentor teacher, Autumn Breitwieser, sat in on our post observation conversation. She kindly asked and I welcomed her company since we are both learning side by side. How incredibly supported I feel. How lucky I am (personal observation!)

This process reminds me of the benefit and need of immediate feedback as well as a strong sense of humor.

Perspective.

In gratitude.


February 24, 20011

Mr. Liss is due to come observe me again tomorrow, snowflakes permitting.

March 10, 2011

Through my visit with Mr. Liss, I have new and improved ideas on how to work on the opening and closing/dismissal of my class. I am working on grabbing my student's attention and reclaiming and maintaining what I feel is important, holding my ground, versus feeling hurried and challenged by those same students.

Video/Audio Observations



February 22, 2011

Eventually I plan to record myself teaching with either/and/or a video audio recorder but in the mean time, I am doing field research. Last week I observed the French teacher at McKay to witness her presence and voice with the students, her energy level, and literally the volume and depth to her voice. Speaking "from the belly" versus a "head voice" and volume is something that I am working on with my mentor teacher as well as the short & sweet initial delivery of each class. I will continue to observe other teachers as well.

March 10, 2011

I have not yet created any recordings of myself though I am getting tired of hearing myself talk. I do believe I am improving, on some days anyway, as to how much I am talking with my class. I am becoming more conscious of my "air time" and trying to edit my unnecessary little side comments. In some weird way I have thought that by talking to them more frequently it is a way for to reassure them that I am there for them.

I feel like I am yelling, though I have been reminded that there is a difference between yelling, speaking loudly, and screaming. By the time that i get home at night I am tired of talking.
Not a bad thing in some people's opinion-ha!

Tracking Her Happiness

So happy to be an art teacher! So happy to play with clay!

February 24, 2011

It is my intent to create a personal survey using surveymonkey.com. I am interested in tracking my awareness of my personal levels of'happiness', of stress, or feeling prepared or lack thereof and how these factors relate to my effectiveness of teaching in a given day. I plan to take the survey three times a week. One's state of mind even before entering the classroom absolutely sets the stage for a class. To consciously create a positive or negative environment requires a level of awareness I believe for the most part is within one's choice. Conversely, the mood of the class can influence the teacher. Hopefully, the teacher gets there first.

Then again, we all have bad days, which are very normal, and so it is in how we resolve and work with those challenges that truly prove our effectiveness and levels of awareness. We do not always have the benefit of a clean slate. Or do we?

March 10, 2011

Tracking her nervousness. Tracking her stressful-ness. Tracking her feeling messy-ness. I have yet to formally track what is happening for "her" but she is planning to create a short and simple survey to get things rolling. She is coming to the end of her first grading week, ever. We'll have to survey her to see how she is feeling after tomorrow's grading deadline. Momentarily, she does feel that she is ten times more calm than she was this afternoon. What if she were more ahead of the game than she realizes? She'll find out tomorrow. She has felt extremely uncomfortable with how out of control everything is seeming. For this reason, she has not felt especially giddy.

Field Notes & Reflective Journal

February 23, 2011

Why is it that when we could benefit from writing and reflection the most it is the most difficult thing to do. Why with some reflection it is more comfortable to think and at other times it feels more necessary to write? By not writing is a person afraid to be revealed? Are they just unclear?

Last week was a bit of a doozy and I honestly did not have one more ounce of energy to write any of it down. It was valuable beyond a doubt but it was way too raw and exhausting to have to experience again, even if only in my mind, though most of the time that is more exhausting! And then when I went back to write it a few days later, it felt like chewing a stale piece of gum. Perhaps the lesson, the purpose was already served?

March 10, 2011

Many of my recent reflections are in my head and in my weary heart. I feel like a piece of taffy being pulled in many directions.

Grading artwork is soooo subjective. Grading artwork is darn hard! Grading writing assignments can also be subjective especially when deciding what to do with your students with special needs or your ELL learners. Do you differentiate your grading standard to consider and adapt to their needs ? Does that hurt or help the individual?

I am experimenting with a new type of grading, a rubric on a scale of 1-5. It covers a range from
1 being"beginning" to 5 being"strong". I tried it out on the student's project reflection. I will need to explain the grading to the students next week after they receive their writing back since it is not the convention that they know. It was nice to not track points in the traditional way. The tricky part was in trying to keep objective. The tricky part was grading consistently since at times it was an "overall sense" of how complete a student's answer was, my sense. The critical part is how consistently am I able to interpret at student's work at any given moment.

I was talking with another student teacher in my Methods class tonight about grading and he said he tries to do it all in one stretch because when he goes back he can notice a difference in his markings, good mood versus bad mood. He has 30 students. I have more like 105.

Today was the first day that a student directly asked me," Mrs. Bartch, how was your day?"


Mentor Art Teacher Observations

February 24, 2011

My mentor teacher, Autumn, has observed me on more than one occasion. We talk daily and review my progress. Some of the areas I am focusing on presently are increasing my volume when speaking, a short and direct class introduction giving the students only the basics, and knowing when to "zip it" and curb the urge to talk. Stay tuned. Wouldn't want to go on and on....(about that anyway.)

Yesterday, I discretely observed the substitute teacher in our class, watching all her moves which especially related to the issues I am working on. I then asked her to observe me. She kindly agreed. Afterward, we had a great conversation comparing notes. We also talked about the context of being a substitute teacher versus a permanent employee and how different and similar the needs are for instructing. It was a very valuable exchange to have a more neutral outsider's comments. She happened to be an older MAT English teacher getting her Special Ed endorsement from another College. She too is a mother of teenagers. How might those common threads between us have influenced her observations? I guess there is no such thing as being "neutral".

March 10, 2011

My mentor teacher and I are going to talk about my transitions and switching up how I do my lesson plans. She has something in store for me.

Something that has revealed itself is the fact that I really need to have my own personally hand built ceramic examples. Not only for the students to witness as examples but for myself in order to more fully know the processes involved and how to better instruct. I learn by doing. I am running into serious time constraints that have not allowed me to make those extra projects. Consequently, I am not as confident in how I present the lesson and I feel that the students know that. I need to find my own words to describe how I experienced making it, the successes and the failures, using my own coined phrases, my own goofy words. I need to claim the process, my own process.
I am using my teacher as my template when in fact I am the one who needs to.


May 2, 2011

Last week my mentor teacher was gone for the day and there was a substitute. I have had the fortune of observing four different subs each with their own qualities. This gentleman was a seasoned teacher himself in "retirement". He is still a very active teacher. What I liked is that he tried to interact with the students and roamed the room. He verbally held them accountable and told him of his expectation even if it was different than the norm. He followed through on a student who skipped out of class, with a little bit of I spy from me. HA. On this note, I find it very disappointing how students take advantage of the situation with a substitute. It makes me wonder if substituting is very rewarding. Granted, you do not have the day to day work, but you also do not have the relationship with student and seeing the day to day growth throughout the unit. Something to consider, then again when push comes to shove it is a way to stay connected with teaching. It would be a good way to work on classroom management for sure. The substitute and I were able to have a few short conversations about things other than teaching. When it was my class to teach, he stayed in the room for a few minutes until after I had taken roll. He asked for roll on the paper. I told him that I would get it back to him a few minutes after since I was starting a new process with my students at the beginning of class called "Ready & Able", where I took roll but I was also asking students to gauge where they were at in being ready to work. It was the first time I had presented this to the class. They were full of questions and doubt and were not listening to my explanation. Of course, there were stragglers who needed to ask and interrupt. I was not able to command their attention and it was frustrating. Of course, the sub saw it all. After class, he and I were able to talk and I mentioned that I wish I would have thought to have him observe me. He did share a comment, stating that I need to wait, wait...until I truly have the classes attention. He said it is a common problem with student teachers not to wait since they have a fear of not covering all of their material and rush along. This rings true for me. So, this week I will wait...try my very hardest... it is true that I do not have their attention in this circumstance, which they then walk all over tuning me out completely. Work in progress.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Authentic Student Artwork



February 23, 2011

Neither of my pottery classes have produced a finished piece yet: "Interior Clay Spaces", Pottery 2 and "Character Clay Portraits", Pottery 1. One student asked me today when they are due. I do not truly know yet. Not many have finished construction and the next phase would be glazing and then the two firings. With so many steps involved in ceramics it is quite the norm to have students working in many different stages at the same time. Differentiation at it's best!

All artwork is graded before it is fired in the kiln and before it is glazed. There are too many risks involved with a firing, such as another student's project exploding due to air pockets from inadequate wedging, or a piece gets accidentally bumped or broken off of the artwork upon moving it in and out of the kiln.

When a student is finished, they will fill out a slip of paper, similar to a rubric, which is their own assessment of the grade they think they have earned. I too will grade them so they can compare both perspectives and try to convince me otherwise if need be. Unless there is a large discrepancy, the teacher's grade will hold.

Understanding is continually checked as I mingle between tables offering assistance and prodding to those in need.

One thing I am noticing as I am checking in with the student and their project is the element of motivation and engagement. Some students are obviously choosing to not do much. Do they care at all? Is that something that I can influence or is it beyond my control since their doing the work is their choice? They know the requirements and have the knowledge to do but are basically feeling lazy. Is that a reflection on my teaching or just the mindset and nature of the individual? It is a tough spot to let go.

March 10, 2011

All of my classes projects were due today along with their project reflections and sketchbooks.
Talk about multiple intelligences.... soo amazing how all the facets in a student play out. Such a wide range of abilities. Pottery being an elective, the ages range from 14-18 or higher.

The final pieces were quite varied in their level of execution. Some students did not have the patience to stay with one project very long and instead they chose to do two or three projects that were lesser versus one that was well crafted. Maybe they just wanted to have the instant satisfaction of having more pieces to show for the day and loved creating more than the end product or vice versa. Some students worked diligently every day while others came the last two days and busted out what they thought was the project in two day. Was it quality? No. Something else that was wild was seeing how some of the no-show students actually pulled off a grade. Could they have done better if they were in class everyday? Were they gifted or did they just know how to play the system?

May 2, 2011

Another project was put to be this past week, 3 Faced Luminaries, for Pottery 2. My Pottery 1 class has some students finishing up on their Slab Vases. As I was unloading them after firing onto the student period shelves, I noticed something between my students and my teachers. Both classes have the same project. Hers are more ornate and altered. Mine are not so but their craftsmanship skills are shining.What I realized in this observation, was the difference in instruction, the actual words used to guide students, as well as the difference in levels of personal experience. She has been doing this ten years and has great comfort with the project and is able to show the students several physical examples. I on the other hand experienced this all for the first time, learning as I went along. I remember telling my students to alter their vases, add funky elements, etc... but I did not have a physical example. I also was not overly pressing them to do so when I walked around.What I was most concerned about was how they were putting their vase together structurally. That there vase was sturdy and would not leak. Basic. I realized it was because that was the level I was at, basic. I was just learning it myself and was not able to look up and around at any more possibilities, alterations, because it was all I could do to keep up myself. was limited in what I could give to my students. Ahhh soooo....

Thumbnail Sketches

February 12, 2011

Last Thursday was my first time with this process of checking one-on-one with each student and reviewing their thumbnails. It was a Pottery 2 class. That is not to say that their drawing abilities are any better or worse than a Pottery 1 or the Advanced Pottery student. I am not looking for how well they draw but in how they are able to get their ideas across and to make sure they are meeting the listed criteria for the project; this could be pictorially in a sketch but this conference allows for their oral explanation as well. This differentiation takes into account ELL and students with special needs as well as the multiple intelligences. These sketches become a tool for them to crystallize their idea and in turn become a own road map charting their own unique direction.

It was a wonderful way to connect with the students since it is only my second week of teaching the group, meaning that we have only had about four or five actual classes together. I do not know them yet. It is my intention that this will be helpful in getting to know them and a way to connect on a more individual level versus the whole class; personally as well as artistically. It will be an established line of communication so if there is ever a concern for a student's well being I can use this as a trusted way to discretely inquire or help them if need be.

Formatively, it will help steer them in the direction they want to learn and explore with their art project, giving them a focus and a place to start. There course is open to change as creation is all about process. These initial thumbnail sketches will help them clarify their own ideas, further prompt their own ideas, just by the simple act of talking and brainstorming about them with another person. I get to see the first unveiling, lucky me. It's like Christmas morn! I love it. We did not get but a few done.

The student comes up to me at my desk so that I can record directly into my computer if they have accomplished their required five thumbnail sketches. They receive 10 points for each, totaling fifty points. They may chose to not do all five but it is to their advantage in order to explore and dig deeper into their ideas since it is often the idea just around the corner that is the best. It becomes a sort of filmstrip showing their thought process. We look together to see if they have met the criteria focusing in on their favorite direction. I am looking for thoroughness in thought and detail as well as variety. Variety may be another angle or perspective drawn from the same sketch. This creates discussion about the element of composition, another choice for artistic expression.

For some, it is an overwhelming start staring at a white piece of paper. For others they are so motivated to get to working with the clay they blasted through the required five, though not always quality. I sent a few back to consider more details. We did not get but a few done. There was an immediate log jam of students at my desk. Whoa! I created a student sign up list. I will keep that for the next class so they do not lose their turn in order. I initialed their sketchbook showing the approval to move on to clay. I may use a stamp or a sticker in the future. "Looks great now go have fun!"

One student had a great question. "Can we work with the clay while we are waiting?" Yes. But I told them that what they made would not count toward their final project since there direction had not received the needed sign-off. Good use of class time, keeping them on task and in touch and familiar with the clay. I later remembered that this is a level 2 class who are used to the way of teaching from my mentor teacher, Autumn. They don't know what to do until I teach them, let them know what I am expecting, which very well may be different from their other teacher. Unknowingly. I thanked the student for his inspiration.

Time to get dirty!



Feburary 23, 2011

It seems that I have been asking more than my mentor teacher does of the student for their thumbnail sketches. I am making them do five, no less, prompting them, helping them brainstorm, etc. My teacher says it is their choice to do less but that means less points. Each sketch earns them 10 points. I do believe that the more they do often times helps them in their decision-making process of a given project. It also seems to be a great way to motivate, bribe, them to do the work before being able to work in the clay. I must admit that sometimes I have known my first idea to be the best. One just never knows. I do value the process and exploratory aspect of thumbnail sketches, quick and dirty, or long and delineated. All serve a purpose for the artist. Practice makes perfect.

I thoroughly enjoy the one-on-one element of meeting with the student and getting to know them just a little bit better each time. Tease them. Laugh with them. Crack a smile. Yes!

The "thumbs" are a great point of discussion, for the student with themselves and their ideas as well as with the teacher or other students for that matter. From that starting point all things begin....

Many found five sketches to be difficult to produce, or were they just feeling lazy? Or did they already have their minds made up and wanted to give up? I know that situation. For some students, we brainstormed in words first instead of images. Some students were definitely intimated by their perceived lack of drawing ability. I told them it was Ceramics class, not drawing, even though the skill is still necessary in order to illustrate one's ideas to another.

March 10, 2011

I reviewed my expectation and personal definition of thumbnail sketches with my students this week after grading their sketchbooks. I saw many itsy-bitsy thumbnails the actual size of thumbnails. I took a poll and asked them how big they thought they needed to be. We discussed how they are used for an artist to get their ideas out quick and dirty, without much time spent on them, that they are just a place to begin and as you develop an idea you develop more detail and need more room to do so. From the raise of hands, many took the term thumbnail sketches literally.

Existential Exit Cards



February 24, 2011

Exit Cards are just the best! I have been using them most everyday. They have become an expectation from Mrs. Bartch. With Pottery 1, I am their first teacher, but with Pottery 2, those students have had my mentor teacher prior so they are experiencing this to be a different teaching method. This formative assessment is also a tool for encouraging my student's daily literacy and writing skills. Between their sketchbooks and Exit cards I know that I am able to address these elements on a daily basis. Art is a natural marriage with literacy since it too is a form of expression focusing on the exchange of ideas, of imagery, and word.

I alternate the structure of the Exit card according to my purpose. Some days the questions or prompts are directly related to the lesson plan and used to check the daily understanding of the student and on other days I am checking in with the student on a more personal level. At the end of last week, my third week, I asked each of my three classes to anonymously share two things they liked about the class and two things they would like to change about the class. I read each and every Exit Card and I wrote each comment down dividing the comments between likes and dislikes. There was also another category for wishes, such as going on field trips to the art museum or allowing cell phones and texting. Wishes! I then read these lists of comments back to the students. They were listening. They were laughing. It was a super opportunity to admit to and laugh at my areas of challenge as well as for them to witness my personal commitment to them and their learning. Listening to and honoring their feedback, I opened up the idea of presenting them a choice in their future seating arrangement, that of sitting with their friends. They cheered!

March 10, 2011

Exit cards going good and strong. I did not do them the past two classes with all of the other writing they have been doing for summative assessments. The poor dears! They do know the cards are part of our routine.

I was talking to two other teachers who are starting to use the Exit Cards after I shared some of my experiences with them. One said he was giving them to his students during class to work on at their own pace which they were to hand in at the end. Another woman said she likes to spring them on her students at the very end of class. That has been my design in the past. In both situations, the student gains their right to exit the class. I do wonder how or if the timing and the time allotted for answering really changes the answers.....thoughts?

Depending on my intention for the Exit Card, if I plan it and it is appropriate for my lesson plan, I give the Exit Card enough in advance of the end of class to be able to read back the student's responses. I like this because it engages the both of us immediately on the same feedback. I like how immediate it is. It also allows the time for me to get immediate feedback versus putting them off. I find that Exit Cards also reinforce classroom management at the close of class.